Saturday, November 21, 2009
saveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemeeeeeeee
Today's match was like shit.
Ive got slammed right into my face. tmd.
Anyway, tomorrow we will do a better job.
Dont be disheartened.
And,
Please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont fall sick at this juncture now.
Its not going to help me in any way.
I need the team ; the team needs me.
Please, dont fall sick now.
Tomorrow,
Give our best and be AGGRESSIVE.
yeah, i am just not aggressive enough.
damn it.
11/21/2009 10:46:00 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
tournament begins..
Tomorrow will be our girl's team-handball tournament.
Excited! Excited! Excited! ((:
I guess we really have good team spirit here and there.
Good thing is that I believe we have improved tremendously.
Which is a good thing.
Our blood, sweat, tears and everything will be worth it.
Time will tell everything.
I hope the strategy that I provide will work(:
It's a team thing, not an individual game.
Although, we are still kinda of noob..
We hope to make it happen! (:
Make our team proud!(((:
All the way, teammates!(:
WE CAN DO IT!!
For us; for her ;for the team!
our efforts WILL be paid off!(:
loves!
11/20/2009 10:30:00 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
howling
I just had a big fight with victor.
I just want to be alone.
I want to be left alone.
I want my life, my freedom.. is that so hard?
I have been striving so hard... working 4 jobs to sustain..
Why do I have to do this?
I know there might be haters around, but i cant be bothered.
I aint emo.
I just need to rant it out.
I missed him, yes i do.
I cant deny the fact I do, alot.
But, what do you want me to do?
I keep seeing things flashing past me.
I thought of people who have hurt me so badly,
I thought of people who left me,
I thought of those who encourages me.
So many things.. whirlpool.
My mind is blank now.
I dont know what to do now.
I wanted to go for training and my stuffs are locked in the room.
what the fuck.
Seriously,
I just want an answer from you.
I just want freedom from YOU too.
Why cant you guys give me a simple answer?
I dont know what to do now.
Will you still ever care?
11/18/2009 04:55:00 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
nostagic
Today's training ground was really unexpected.
I had never though its that same old place again since I have left x-cty.
It has been almost 5 years since I stepped in again.
The feeling is really nostagic and so many memories came back.
Esp those days when I was a sec 1 kid, and I couldnt even complete a 400m run on the track. Its just one round! =(
And now, I did it! And I can run more than that and pushed even beyond my limits.
I missed those intensive trainings under the hot sun or the stormy weather.
We never failed to train.
We are a bunch of HARDCORE runners during that time and those were our glorious times.
Oh well, now we have all grown up and have different routes to pursue.
Somehow when I stepped into the track, I had all these flashbacks about my team, teammates, coaches and everything. There was were i begin my track. There was where I was moulded to be the athletic.
It was like a dream!
Seriously,.
I missed those days. Those good old days. I will never forget those days.
Those were the happiest time of my life.
So much happiness and so much joy in running.
That is what i mean- team spirit.
Oh yeah, and i bumped into ee chuan at far east today and earlier, ee chin at redhill lol.
And yest, i bumped into jerome and james.
How weird!
(:
I love cross country!(:
I am crossie, are you?
11/16/2009 09:55:00 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
pretty busy lately,
but AUDREY'S 21ST BIRTHDAY WAS A BASH!
(:
yesterday was good! (:
11/15/2009 11:53:00 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
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spot the 3mistakes.
11/08/2009 10:56:00 PM
a bc
Since, I have really nothing much to really blog about too.
Now, my concern is to work, work and work.
Being young so what?
Occupying myself with all these make me feel alil happier.
This year aint really a good year.
And, it reminded me of 'toffee nut frappe'.
It's back but without the same person buying it anymore.
It doesnt really matter that much even though sometimes it keeps lingering in my head when I work.
I am not going to sit and do nothing.
I am gonna to work something out.
Out of somewhere.
I am so-called 'not allowed' to blog about my unhappiness in this blog.
So why bother to blog?
crap. I have no idea.
Restrictions here and there.
What makes you think that you are that great?
I am NO LONGER what I used to be.
Neither do I need any SELF-PITY from anyone.
I am able to stand up on my feet without YOU helping me.
Anyway, the bottomline is....
I live my life the way I like and at my own pace.
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p.s. if YOU think that I am emo again, I've got nothing to say. It's just how you really think and neither can I STOP you from thinking like this.
